EVERYTHING HAPPEN FOR A REASON..

I start to write this blog because I do not have anyone to be my crying shoulder.. Even though all this things will be useless to someone but somehow it will make me at peace.. I was an ordinary person at my school.. Nothing special about me that I can show off to everyone.. Since primary untill secondary, its still the same.. Just an ordinary student.. ORDINARY (really want to change the word to EXTRAORDINARY).. I really hope that one day I could be a daughter that both of my parents can proud of.. So that, i put a lot of effort in every exam that I had to face.. I studied really hard for UPSR and PMR, and thank to Allah because give me straight A's for both exam..

I still continue my effort in SPM.. I took Science Stream as an option subject(chemistry,biology,physics).. Its was really a tough courses but I still took it because my eldest brother (yob) said he wants to see me as a doctor.. Doctor Azleen.. a big dream huh?? however its not our fault to keep dreaming in our life.. dream to become a success person is not a SIN!!

In March, I took my result at the school.. I was really nervous at that time because I went with both of my parents.. they were the first knew about my result.. I got 8A1B+.. Some of us will think its a good result but for me its a horror.. not because i dont get straight As, but I got B+ for Bahasa Melayu.. And I are not qualified to apply any scholarship such as MARA,FELDA and others.. I really glad with my result, syukur Alhamdulillah but sometimes when i was alone I will think that I could do better.. I cried really hard today, and my family saw me cried.. My mom said EVERYTHING HAPPEN FOR A REASON.. Allah have arranged a GREAT way for me.. A GREAT way that no one know.. Its heal my heart and made me thinks positively.. Allah knows everything..